Tuesday, April 28, 2009


Just when I thought my parents were fully supportive of all my activites, they hit me back, hard. One fine day, on a usual mother-daughter talk while walking to school, my mum was like, "I know your intention is to get the koko marks. So go for it. Get the highest possible position you can in your clubs."

Usually, my mum would frown and make noise at most of my school activities. Every time I stayed back at school, or had to go out for a meeting, she would nag. She says she's proud, but I'm not too sure. After that talk, I felt relieved. At least I know that she understands.

Then weeks later, she threaten to go to school and cancel all my activities if I don't perform well for my piano exams. I wasn't happy, of course. I know I haven't been doing well with my piano, but to ask me to not do anything for the next month or more other than piano is just not possible. My clubs and activities means alot to me. And restricting me from all my meetings and using the computer for updating my status to my "bosses" is just frustrating, especially when after that, I get murdered by the respective "bosses" too.

With important things like Teen Dhamma Camp coming up, and all the other little projects like English Club, Choir and Teen Quest Gathering, I can't afford to let go or do nothing about them. I know I have high hopes and put lots of time into everything, and still want to play too.

Ugh... I wished I had a Time-Turner....

Quote of the Day: “I guess I just prefer to see the dark side of things. The glass is always half empty. And cracked. And I just cut my lip on it. And chipped a tooth.” - Janeane Garofalo.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Luck Ran Out

Things don't always go according to plan. We got our new timetable today. I scanned the whiteboard as Phei Wen started filling in a table. I frowned when the new timetable was up before news of reschedulling was out. I frowned when there was no EST in the timetable. My heart sank when Long Xuan wrote the dismissal time for those taking EST. I know then that I was, once again, stuck with 4 Bakti. Meh.

It didn't work out. I doubt we'll ever reshuffle the classes anymore. I don't really mind taking EST. I don't expect myself to get straight A's. If it's an extra subject, and the school's offering it for free, I don't mind.

I probably should take EST. Again.

Quote of the Day: "If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried."

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

More than a Friend

(Sorry for the super delay!)

19 - 21 March 2009:

My handphone alarm rang in the form of the Final Fantasy victory fanfare. I crept out of my bed lazily, reminding myself that it was the day of the Koperasi camp. I had a little headache the day before, but nothing was gonna stop me. I was excited and nervous at the same time, heaving my bag into the school ground. I caught the sight of a registration table a several familiar faces. Immediately, "camp committee" mode was turned on and I started getting down to business.

45 campers and 15 committee members. I was already running around before my first program started. As everyone cheered while Datin turned her heels and left, it was time for us to do whatever we want. To go with all the fun stuff. (minus the Angkasa Talk coming up in a day) It started out with a swift ice-breaking game, and then a recycled grouping game from TDC. Hey, it's fun seeing participants blinded and barking for their lives, literally. The games went by really quickly, so we followed up with my most-looked-forward-to-event, Guardian Angel. Really. Those whom I bothered telling the full story of my GA experiences will know that getting a good GA means a lot to me. D: We started decorating our mailboxes, which were envelopes. I loved personalising stuff, so I spent lots of time on it. I also learnt that masking tape was LOADS OF FUN.

Feel teh LOVE!

I skipped happily towards Kar Yee and Siew Yen as they called my name. I was going to pick out my mortal's - more affectionally called "cucu" - name. I got Kar Yee, then threw it aside as she wasn't playing the game. Next, I drew out Hsiu Jiuan. Aaah! Committee cucu! I had a committee as a cucu for TDC10. From the security department, to boot. Deja vu! I'm gonna have some fun. Immediately, I started scribbling letters to my GA. Quote: "Take good care of me or I shall FIRAH you!". I got someone else to write my letters to Hsiu Jiuan.

Except for the one time I wrote with my left hand

Then, there was all the groupie things were you get group cheers, pick your leaders and all. Then there's dorm arrangement, and tea break too. My very nice GA have returned my letter, saying that they weren't scared of me "firah-ing" them. o_O I went on worrying about the flow of programs, occasionally nagging at random committees, complaining about why things aren't done yet. I was acting at the camerawoman too, although it was fortunate that Azlyn had an awesome camera, and Biiancaa decided to waste time hang out with us.

It was time for Tug-of-War. I started to feel a little weary at my throat. I pushed on, laughing as I watch the groups attempt a three storey pyramid. After the Tug-of-War, the participants went to bath as the poor committees prepare the next program - my rendition of Night Hunt, a spin-off from the board game, Cluedo. I was really proud about how I came up with the whole idea. Yet, it was a slight bummer realizing that only a pinch of the campers ever played Cluedo. Still, it was fun, shutting the lights off and explaining the murder case. Still really proud of myself.

After Night Hunt was the Talent Night briefing, then feedback session. Then it was lights out. But of course, there's always exceptions for the committees! Just so we can further plan programs for our dear participants.

Although I never expected the Maggee Cup. Big plus point.

I was in a naggy mood at night. I was losing my voice. My throat hurts. I was sleep-deprived. I had lots more to worry about. And I was busy giggling with Anthea.

Next morning, I felt sick as ever. My eyelids wanted to stay down. Still rather naggy, I changed to my green uniform, nagging about being one of the two committees who were pushed into the Angkasa Talk. But I have to say that it is loads of fun being around the other Koperasians and Koperasian-hopefuls. They were all really awesome people, makes me feel like I can't let go any of these probates. I was listening to the Talk, honestly! I was just multi-tasking by writing a few letters, having a few laughs and snapping a few shots. It was funny how when the speaker started with her greeting, that the electricity was cut. Some hoped she would stop speaking that. Tough luck, the Talk went on.

Even after lunch, and after the Talk, the electricity was still out. I changed out of my uniform and handed most of the next session to the other committees as my throat was still killing me. I sounded like a bass. No electricty made me extra moody. No electricity = no fan which was still okay. But no electricity + batteries dead = charger not working = moody me. On top of that, the laptop I asked my mum to bring over for the singing session had only 50% battery and no electricity = no adapter = 40 minutes of laptop = epic fail. Ew.

We went on with our Halangan Komando as dark clouds started to form. It was fun running about and snapping pictures with Azlyn's awesome camera. I felt so Venice and Daniel. o_o I needed enough pictures and enough memories so that I could make a video. I was really good and addicted at it.

It was shower time, and the electricity was still off. My voice wasn't doing any better, my whole self wasn't either. Then I heard it. The situation. Datin and Pn. Yee have suggested that if the electricity doesn't return by night, we should send the campers home. Of course, the first thing you would yell is a loud and clear "NO". After all, would you stop your camp you've been working on for so long for some blackout? We decided to inform the campers about it, and requested them to inform their parents about the situation if they wanted to stay in a possibly dark school with torch lights and committees accompanying them to wherever. It was unanimous that everyone wanted to stay. I plan to keep the camp going for the sake of everyone.

Night started to fall and the electricity was still out. Anthea called TnB to request for a generator. We continued our camp with simpler games, thanks to the help of the other committees, as I sat on a chair, sweaty and tired, and not in a good shape for talking either. A little while later, it started turning dark. It was hard to tell the person without shining the torchlight on them. Then she came. Pn. Chong. She delivered a news none of us wanted to hear. She requested that we all returned home that night itself, and return tomorrow for 4 hours to finish up the camp. Why? Because of the power outage. As we protested and said that a power genarator was on its way, she continued to drop the bomb by saying that En. Hamidi wasn't around to take care of the camp. According to school rules, there must be 2 teachers - at least a male - in charge at night for a camp to run. I wanted to yell, even if it would kill my throat. I wanted to protest, even if it'd make my next year horrible. This was absurd. As we threw more protests, we were silenced by a statement saying that we set a horrible example as Pemimpin Muda and we should learn to respect the teachers more. It was then I knew it was a fight we could never win. I cried.

I watched the camp participants calling their parents to pick them home. Some would be fine to be sleeping on their beds, some would have a good scolding, some have to sleepover at their friend's home... I watched my seniors munching on McD. They came to watch a show, but everything was just dark now. I would've nicked their fries if I didn't have my sore throat(honestly, I would anyway) or was feeling better. I cried more. There was so much of the camp's programs which was cancelled because of many various reasons. Because of the teacher's exam on the first day, Angkasa Talk, the power outage and the waaaay insufficient time given to us on the third day. Talent Night was over. Everything I planned was screwed up. I cried even more.

After a while, almost all of the participants have left. They were to come back tomorrow. They couldn't even take their luggage back home. Just their important belongings. The seniors sat around, giving words of encouragement. Disappointment could clearly be seen on the other committees. Just then, the lights came back. The guys started yelling and cursing. I shot up from my chair and yelled at them to shut them off. It killed my throat even more, but really - if the teachers would have heard us, the impression we were trying to keep would have been crushed anyway.

There was nothing else I could do. I packed up most of my luggage as I headed straight home. It was great to finally take a bath at home after 24 hours sweat. It was easier to tend to my sore throat too. Honestly, I really needed a good sleep, and my mattress does just that. However, I know I won't be resting long. I woke up at 5 am and started bashing the laptop. Even after I got to school at 8am, I continued to work on the video, listening to "I'm Yours" over and over again.

As I work, the participants started flooding in. Heck, even before I came, there were a few of them there already! I was amazed that they actually came back just for that last 4 hours of camp. Out of 45, 40 came. I was really glad that we had made an impact, and that this means something to all of them. I continue to stare at my laptop for the next few hours as they clean up the area, rehearse for their now turned "Talent Day", and the performances itself.

It was then the session I was looking forward to the most. The Guadian Angel Revealing. It would be my first official one where my GA is revealed, as the others didn't really worked out. I took these sort of touchy sessions in camps really seriously. When I showed my bottle of Vitamin C to Hsiu Jiuan during the revealing, immediately she laughed. It was great to see her surprised reaction. We laughed and recalled our letter-sending-sweet-passing-face-hiding activities for the pass few days. I waited for my GA to look for me. I sorta knew who it was already since Day 2. As my GA grabbed an orange envelope, exclusive only to the committees, I confirmed my doubts. Dylan Lim gave me my envelope along with a pink balloon. "I KNEW IT!" I yelled. Although it was no more surprise, it was still unbelievable when I connected my unknown GA to the noitorious Dylan. I never expected Dylan to actually return my letters in the manner he did. It's kinda funny what camps make a person, hehe.

We went for our last meal, McD! Me and the gang said our last "Itadakimasu!" for the camp. I munched up soggy fries and a chicken burger drowned in 7 packets of tomato sauce(not my peak). They don't call me tomato for nothing! I can't believe the camp was ending. I wanted it to go on. But I was certain it will still live on in our participants. Without them, this camp wouldn't have it's meaning, it wouldn't have been a blast.

At the ending of the camp, we had a reflection. It didn't have the effect I hoped for, but it was good enough. Here I present to them, the hours of deprived sleep.

Thank you, for being More Than a Friend.

Quote of the Day: "Friends are like diamonds, when you scratch'em, you'll know if they are real."

Monday, April 20, 2009

Fingers Still Crossed

Saya, Yin Shu Hui dari kelas 4 Bakti (No. K/P 930404-XX-XXXX) akan mengambil/mengugurkan mata pelajaran EST untuk SPM 2010.

I've been waiting and waiting for this since January. Finally, that chance came in the the form of... a form. I really don't mind taking EST, but none of my friends are taking it.

(If it doesn't go as expected, I could always bodek them to let me take EST...)

Quote of the Day: “A foolish man tells a woman to stop talking, but a wise man tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed.”

Friday, April 17, 2009

No Life, Again?

I have nothing to do, so here's a tag stolen from Elaine Chan to further amplify my no life-ness.

Movies you've watched.
Teen/ Romance:
(X) The Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
( ) Step Up
( ) Step Up 2
( ) High School Musical
( ) High School Musical 2
( ) High School Musical 3
( ) Hannah Montana Movie
( ) Enchanted
( ) Sydney White
( ) She's the Man
( ) Licensed to Wed
( ) The Break-up
( ) 13 going on 30
( ) 27 Dresses
(X) P.S I Love You
( ) Made of Honour
( ) What Happens in Vegas
( ) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Bride
( ) Camp Rock
( ) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(X) The Princess Diaries
(X) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
( ) Freaky Friday
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
( ) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
( ) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
( ) Never Been Kissed
Total:0 (o_O)
( ) Yes Man
( ) Bedtime Stories
( ) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
( ) Marley & Me
( ) Cheetah Girls
( ) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
( ) Haunted Mansion
( ) Mall Cop
Total:0 (sniff)
( ) The 40-year-old virgin
( ) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
(X) Evan Almighty
(X) Bruce Almighty
(X) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Meet the Spartans
( ) Meet the Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
Total: 4
( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 0
(X) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(X) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(X) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(X) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
( ) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
( ) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(X)The Mummy
( ) The Mummy 2
( ) The Mummy 3
( ) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
( ) Finding Neverland
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's end
( ) X-Men
( ) X-2
( ) X-3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(X) Spider Man 3
(X) King Kong
( ) Hellboy
(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Batman- The Dark Knight
Action/ Thriller:
(X) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean’s Thirteen
( ) Casino Royale 007
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Underworld
( ) Butterfly Effect
(X) Death Note
(X) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) I, Robot
(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
( ) Rush Hour 3
(X) Mission Impossible 1
( ) Mission Impossible 2
( ) Mission Impossible 3
( ) I am Legend
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Signs
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 0
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
(X) The Mask
(X) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
( ) Disturbia
( ) Omen
(X) House Of Wax
( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
( ) Shutter
( ) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 0
(X) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Madagascar
(X) Madagascar 2
( ) Kung Fu Panda
(X) Bolt
( ) Wall-E
( ) Monster Inc
( ) Shark Tale
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
(X) Shrek 3
(X) Finding Nemo
( ) ET
( ) Cars
( ) Ratatouille
(X) Toy Story
(X) Toy Story 2
(X) The Incredibles
( ) Little Miss Sunshine
( ) I Am Sam
(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Coach Carter
(X) The Last Dance
( ) Drum Line
( ) To Kill A Mocking Bird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Titanic
( ) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night Dream
Total Number of movies watched: 45

I'm that sad. D: There's probably like 150 movies on that list. >w< Meh. Will really blog soon? :X

Quote of the Day: "A thunderstorm is God's way of saying you spend too much time in front of the computer."

Saturday, April 11, 2009

No Life

I'm feeling nice, so I'll be doing the tag Li Shing tagged me with. 100 questions!!! Oh well, might as well past time. :X

01. What have you been doing recently?
Ragnarok Online!

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Most of the times. I don't use my cell much.

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
Talked about cocoa with Sarah and Lay Teng!

04. When did you last cry?
Reading "The Olympic Conspiracy" at midnight yesterday. ;___;

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
A tad.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Getting into 4 Amanah. D:

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
I run through the rain. Always.

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
A laptop.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
I don't keep much chain mails and stuff like that. But I think the sweetest chain mail I read was the story about the valedictorian who almost attempted suicide.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Not there yet. =/

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Uh... Ip Man?

14. What are you proud of?

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
http://www.gangqinpu.com/songlist_1.htm go to tis website!!!! free...no need to download... any song u wan oso got PIANO NOTES!!!!!!! really no tipu.. ( like pasar malam like tat ) haha...^^

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
I think it was Michael Learns to Rock, Take Me to Your Heart.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Tons! Tomato, Perse, Percy, crazy, Yuffie, Roar, Sugar...

18. What does you last received text message say?
Hey there! please come temple at 8am tomorrow for mass promotion for TDC.... Thank you!

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1 - 2am I reckon. Was reading "Olympic Conspiracy". 8D

20. Are you currently happy?
Yups! The parents aren't nagging yet. Mofafafafafa.

21. Who gives you the best advice?
Hmm... Anthea? o.o

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I think I did before. xP

23. Who did you talk on phone with last night?
Eh... Can't recall.

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
Ragnarok Online friends. Woot~

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Ragnarok Online friends! WOOT!

26. Do you wear toe socks?
What's the point? o_O

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Whom I missed call or I missed their call? The former would be uh... can't remember. The latter is Biiancaa.

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Couple of times. Over all sorts of stuff. I'm sensitive. ;___;

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Immature, naggy, illogical...

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

32. What is the colour of your room?

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Never. That's downright evil.

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
Whatever that means. o.o

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Hmm... Iono. My brother?

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Nurul Nadhiraaaah!

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
I don't think so. =/ I can't even remember when it was. No lips, of course.

38. Do you have a life?
*looks at blog title* o__o I wrote that title before I filled up the tag, lawl. Most of the times, yes?

39. Have you ever thought that someone was dead, when they actually DIDN'T?
Johnny Fairplay's grandmother from Survivor Pearl Islands! D:

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Uh... no profile song?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Can't recall.

42. Last time you smiled?
Iono. :X

43. Have you changed this year?
I'd like to think so, yes. 8D

44. What are you listening right now?
My fingers moving across the keyboard.

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
Nope. Just chatting with my Ragnarok Online friends. xD

NOTE: Question 46 is missing

47. Is there a quote you live by?
"I daydream because reality isn't enough."

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
I few I guess. Piano definitely. Messed with a guitar, violin, cello, drums... Yeah. o.o

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
How should I recall? D:

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
Eh... Either the computer, or I was bathing, or I was reading "Olympic Conspiracy".

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I think. xD

53. What song best describe your love life?
...Steel Samurai? 8D

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I'm not the person?

55. Who always makes you laugh?
My friends, and myself. xD

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Malay, Mandarin, bits of cantonese and hokkien, bits of Japanese...

57. Favourite website(s)?
http://en.wikipedia.com http://www.youtube.com/user/SugarGaL44 and http://gula-melaka.blogspot.com

58. What's your middle name?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
It's temple day on Sundays!

60. What do you think you are like?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
A little too early to decide?

62. Where have you been today?
School, home, ....

63. What game do you play often?

64. Who are you missing right now?
Him? :O

65. If you had to choose between friends and love,who will you choose?
FRIENDS. It's love too isn't it? D:

66. What are you doing right now?
Waiting for an e-call in Ragnarok Online to go Thors to level! ^^

67. Which primary school are you from?
SJK (C) Subang. FTW!!!

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Pink, green, blue.

69. What emotion you like to show?
All sorts! I can do happy, emo, surprised. No, seriously. :D

70. What is your life to you?

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
I will think to myself.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Hmm... Kang from Ragnarok Online, I think...

73. Who do you admire most?
Tons of people I can't name, and Anthea Huiiiiii!!!

74. Which month are you born in?
This month! Apriiiiil!

75. How are you feeling right now?

76. What is the time now?

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Quiet, but can talk tons with friends. Skinny... D: Uh, awesome. xD

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Nothing? I don't wanna dye my hair. Unless it's for cosplay.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Because I have no life.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Mumble, make noise, cry.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Uh... late 20's?

82. Who is more important to you?

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Confess my feelings to everyone. D: Shout everything I feel about everyone.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
It happens, so yeah.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Having my other dreams to come true. 8D

87. What is your goal for this year?
To be famous, to get all the post I'm aiming for, to cosplay!

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
Not sure. :X

89. What feeling do you love most?

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?

91. What feeling do you hate the most?

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I hope I did. D:

93. Do you believe in God?

94. Who cares for you most?
My friends and family.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Having fun.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
My brothers. :X

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Too many things. Like losing a few sport events for sports day since primary school, not working hard enough for various stuff...

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Then I care for myself, and curse everyone else, boo! haha, kidding!

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I will question him, investigate, then plan what to do next.

100. How do you feel now?

In return, I tag no one. >D

Quote of the Day: "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It is already tomorrow in Australia."

Thursday, April 09, 2009

Mini Update

So, what's been up with Suzanne since March 24?

1. Celebrated Anthea's birthday with a BANG!
2. Hax choir practice
3. Melur Sessions
4. Cheng Beng
5. Lost my sexey voice from camp
6. Choir competition
7. Sports stuff
8. My birthday!
9. Procrastination

My exam results was 7A2B2C1D. D from Chinese, obviously. D: *kills Chinese paper* I got 7 in my class though. xP But then again, I'm in Bakti class. =/ Sooooo...

Choir was AWESOME. You can see our performance and the performances from the other choirs at my Youtube. :3 We had so much practices, it was worth it! Although, in the end, we didn't win. And I didn't even win Best Conductor with my super exaggerated moves. D: (which, apparently, was too much xP) It was fun singing though, and You Raise Me Up was reaaaaally awesome. Putra Putri was fun to conduct. xD

Although it was my sweet 16, I could say that it had the most mosts. The most SMS greetings. The most cakes received. But, it was also the most uneventful birthday of all. No presents received on my birthday at all. =/

And then... I got lazy to blog. Meh. =.= Tis' teh power of procrastination! I'll try to blog about everything and anything after this post. :3 And I still owe the blogpost on the Koperasi Camp. Whee!

*goes to play Ragnarok Online*

Quote of the Day: "The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it."

Saturday, April 04, 2009

A Little Wish

I always loved being in the center of attention. I loved piling up my schedule with activites. I loved hanging out with people, to do something meaningful. After I finish up my work, be it the normal school work or a poster for a camp or a video for an event, I pat myself in the back and say, "You're so awesome Shu Hui! Great job!" I watched people's reaction to the work I do, and hope that they felt that way too.

I always wished that I would, by miracle, receive a Nintendo DS as a gift. I wished I could be in Japan to watch the cherry blossoms on my birthday. More than anything else, I wish others would just pat me in the back and acknowledge me and my efforts.

Here's a pat for myself, and another little wish.

Happy Sweet 16!

Quote of the Day: "Are you prepared to prepare?" - Tan Pei Hao.
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